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Jax Taylor is open about facing the devil in “The Valley” Season 2 and turning his life around.
“Extra” spoke with Jacks. Jacks admitted that the following season was “embarrassing” personally after the worst years of his life.
Taylor said he was “disappointed” seeing how bad I was, whether I’m a rock bottom, how I treat people, and how I treat Brittany in particular… For the majority of the season, I was literally hanging in the thread. “He insisted, “I can’t describe this as the worst year of my life much more. It’s very strict and the fact that I’m standing now is a blessing.”
He said, “This show wasn’t filmed in real time. It was a year ago. So I’m in a very different place. The dynamics have changed, the relationships are completely different. I’m working very hard to get to this point.
As for how he felt screening for the first episode of the new season, Taylor said: “I took ownership and honestly, I started crying in the first five minutes. I don’t know who that person was. I was disgusted. I look sick. I’m angry.
He continued, “It was a very tough year for me. I went through divorce. I went through rehabilitation twice. I lost AA, therapy, friends, bipolar, PTSD, OCD.
Jax revealed how his son Cruz kept him moving in his darkest day.
He said, “It’s my child. He’s my selling power, my driving force here today. That little boy is my angel. I love him more than anything in the world. And when I was in my darkest moments, I didn’t want to be here. I didn’t want to be here. Take care. Do you know what I’m saying?
“But I thought, ‘I heard, my son would grow up one day, he would not have a father, and I wouldn’t be that selfish. I think I’d hurt more people than other people.
The date is not something he’s interested in because Jax said his son is his priority now. He explained.
“But who knows, do you know? I don’t want to be lonely for the rest of my life, but my main focus is to be my little boy and get to a good place with Brittany.
Jax said, “I love being a dad more than anything… being a husband is difficult for me. It’s just hard for me.”
He said of his ex, who filed his divorce in August, “Brittany deserves better. She’s even better. She doesn’t deserve the crap I want to go through her, and I’ve destroyed something pretty good.
According to Jax, divorce was the best for them. “Absolutely. I think we were separated anyway. We weren’t getting along well.
As to where he and Brittany stand now, Jax replied: “It’s day to day. My goal is, I want to be friendly with my son. I put this almost aside and hope that he is our priority.
He continued. I’m a family, Mother’s Day, we need to be there for our son. ”
His son Cruz, who turned four in just a few days, was recently diagnosed with autism.
Taylor said, “We’ve known for a while… Brittany and I’m going back and forth about the way we want to talk to everyone. My little boy is amazing. He’s so beautiful. He’s so tasty. He’s a very clever individual. Physically, I want to be a part of it all.
“It’s difficult for parents. Especially when looking at the other children, if you look at them, you go a little further than your son, pointed out, “Why? Why don’t they understand?” It can be a bit frustrating, but I know he’s got a little more there.
The proud dad said, “He’s doing great things, so like I said, we’re doing everything to perfect his life?”
“Tani” Season 2 will premiere on Bravo on April 15th.
